I'm back! Real back.

Oci oci I get it. It's a long long time and I haven't write for.. 2 months?more actually. Anyway I am back!like really, I'm back! haha Aaa~ such a long time, how's life guys?I really hope I can see your comments, if not, than why I ask right? =)

Me?I am good, Life is great, God.. is awesome!

There are so many things happen these few months,

 I am going to graduate from Trinity tomorrow, Oh yeah~ haha. Time really went fast hah? 

About my uni, I am still not sure about my major, Arts of Fine Arts, a little bit of explanation, Arts is more writing and Fine Arts is more practical, which is good, 'cause I don't like writing in formal and academic kind of stuff, but I am also not sure where I should go, Fine Arts in Production seems 'hard'. Idk. haha  If my way is Arts, than Arts is good and I believe my writing skill just have to be improved along the way. We'll see how.

Than my love relationship? None!haha Juskid, I don't really think about it now. too much.

What really matters and important for me in this first half of the year is my journey of spiritual growth with God. It's up It's down, Joy and sorrow, but when I look back and see the big picture, I realise that He is indeed good, His plan and His timing is just perfect~.

But due to some reason, I am going to talk about it in another post. This is just the 'realfinallywhiuu' welcome back post from me haha.

Oh ya!Ss came here about one month ago and we really had a great time for 5 days. But I am also going to talk about it in more detail in another post ocidoci? haha

And I am also going back to Indonesia this Tuesday, Have night flight on Monday, I am so happyy and exciteddddd Woohooo~ I am going to Medan-Pku-Bali-Medan than back to Melbourne. Bali~ Finally! After one year I am so happy I feel like flying~ but, there's but, I miss Melbourne already. All the routines and my new life in here will change for 1 and half month. Aa~ Excited yet notthatsadbutsad, something like that. haha. I believe it's gonna be great though. This holiday gonna be awesomee!haha Amen.

So yah~ this is my 'realfinnalywhiuu' welcome back post and there will be more post to come. =)

Adios~

Hello~ Brownie and Me, enjoying life..lol

and Oh, I may never say this, but I blog because I want to share my feelings and thought to others and also for one of my hobbies, but I really hope now that my blog and writing is not only just a place for myself but may become a blessing for others, you you and you all, no matter who and where you are. 

God bless you wherever you are my friends, Cheers~! =)

oOo, Cia..

Tadaa~!

Ohmy!It's been such a long time! How are guys doing? I am doing fine, just so busy with all the assignments from school!It's crazy I tell you. Aa I hope I'll be able to cope with it. haha

I have moved to my new apartment in Southbank that I told you before, it's been a great time!With Ci Tika and Thasya as housemates, awesomee!haha There are so many things I want to share, from school, ''boneless'' lols, and other million stuff haha.. but let's just wait until next week maybe?Sorry all these assignments needs more attention now haa~.. lol..

Anyway, glad to be back!More to come!Chaoo~..

oOo, Cia..

Black CNY!

Sorry for the late post guys, been so...lazy lately. hahaha

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!Kiong Hi Kiong Hi Ampau Na Lai? haha

How's your CNY? get enough?lol

This is the my first CNY in Melbourne..

It was ....ocidoci.

I used to the 'fine' CNY when I lived in Medan, but here?It's way too sad. way too sad!haha
No holiday. No family. No red. No new clothes. No CNY air. Just none.

Celebrated with some friends though. We ate in Sichuan House, apparently, our HOI teacher, Richard love that restaurant, it's like HOI = Sichuan House!lol but we found it disappointing, if I may say, the service is poor, and the food that we ordered were salty. I don't know if we ordered the wrong one or what. It's also supposed to be spicy and hot, but not at all, nope. But it's very crowded there too, which I don't know why haha. Well each person has different taste, I guess. So yah~..
There were also a "Lion dance", I usually called it Barongsai, but we didn't see it. haha

But despite of all that, I am still happy.
Just happy. lol

and oh, You know that usually CNY identical with red, but for me it's kinda black, not because everything I mentioned, but it's just in CNY first day, I was wearing mostly black, I polished my nails black too. At first I want it red, but the day before I went to the Nail shop to buy the red colour and it's already closed, and I only have black, transparent and peach one. So I think, maybe black is fine. You know, new style haha. Hair, Glasses, Nails, Dress, Bags, Shoes. All black. hahaha

How's your CNY story?
Hope you had a good one.
Once again, Happy Chinese New Year all!

oOo, Cia..

Quote of the Day

I just remembered this video that my mom told me last year.

Check it out.

I admit that the playing is a little bit exaggerating, I mean, you know, all those 'flying' hair stuff haha, but besides that, it's cool and funny haha.

The messages that I see and get from this video are very good too.

I fell in love and still am with this line :

"Why am I different from others?"

"Why do you have to be like others?"

I think it's true, why do you have to be like others, be who you are, you don't need to pretend to be anyone that you're not to please people or to get accepted. It's just not right. There's nothing wrong with being different and If they are really your friends, they accept you whoever you are. We're all different from the others. We have our own uniqueness, whatever it is. You are special. You are you.

It said, 

"You were born original, don't die as a copy."

so,

"Be who you want to be, not others want to see."

and I love this line too

"Music is a visible thing. Close your eyes. You will see."

Indeed it is. You just need to feel it. Don't let your liability prevent you from enjoying this life and making your dreams come true.

Many, pardon me, disabled people, in a real life, despite of their lack, they just keep going and move forward. Some even become great artist and great people.

"Believe in yourself. Believe in Him. Work hard. Have faith." 

oOo, Cia..

Pinky February

Holiday is over. School has started. and It's the be ginning of the new month already. How time flies.

Four months to go and my foundation is over!Yay!and Here I comes Melbourne University!haha and  I really can't wait for going back home.

This month is going to be good too. I will move to new apartment, live a new routine, and have new experiences. It's going to be fun, I believe. haha

and school, well, even it's the only first week of new term, but it starts getting busy. 

I have my M&C presentation next week, HOI essay, again!, to prepare and E&D presentation also that will be held in March, Drama too and don't even bother about Psychology essay!

Oh~ I love writing!=='' haha

But I'm sure everything will be alright. Even though things will get crazy soon or later, let's have some fun and enjoy this life, shall we?

and #februarywish, I don't know actually, things' going pretty good and let's just hope it's going better.

and don't forget about Valentine's Day, but let's hold it until the time comes (I don't really have nothing to share now too lol)

I wish you a great February, friends!

oOo, Cia..

I am a Dragon and I am Cute.

This is my most favourite cartoon movie ever!everrrr! hahaha

I have watched it like 3 times now and I still amazed and love it! It's last year movie but I just have the opportunity to share with you guys now.
If you haven't watch it, watch it now!haha

Aa~ I love toothless. He's just so cute!haha
I love how the story line, the messages and the whole thing!
There's nothing wrong with being different from others. If it's who you are, then be it.
Aa~ I wish I had a dragon for pet too lol

oOo, Cia..

After A Hurricane Comes A Raibow

I know it may looks so contradict , but I try not to put it as Tears vs Happiness. Each has their own stories. and this is my happiness story for this moment.

Like our Indonesian mother said, Ibu Kartini, "Habis Gelap Terbitlah Terang" it's like '' After Darkness Comes Light" but it doesn't sound ocidoci, so lets use this term "After A Hurricane Comes A Rainbow" haha.

Source here

As my previous post is about Tears and all me crying stuff this post is full of joy and happiness!

I am truly absolutely really really really happy!!HAHAHA
Aaaaa~~ Smiling and Laughing is good~ God is good! lol

I find new apartments for temporary and it's cheap, if I may say, I can save money for few months.
It's my church friend, Ci Tika, and her friend's apartment, but because her friend will go for good so her room is rented and Thasya and I will share the room. I'll move on Feb 12th. It's in the city and I can't wait to move out!!Yihaa~ I'll miss my home stay family for sure, but we can still meet up sometimes and contact each other. Life goes on and on, right?

and the greatest news of all is I am happy because I will be baptised soon!!Aaa~ Thanks God.

I am so excited! and a liitle bit scared too.

You know when you get baptised your whole body will be fall back to the water then you will be raise again. Nah!the thing is I'm afraid that my bangs will be in half split and the problem is that the whole process would be recorded. Haa~ I can't imagine myself in a video, crying prhaps, wet and my hair is half split!Aa..that's no good!hahaha

I think there are other reason why I am so happy, but honestly... I forgot! hahaha 

The important thing is that I am one happy kid!

I am happy to cry!
I am happy to have a great life that God gives to me.
I am happy to get the best blessing which is to know and have relationship with Him.
I am happy for everything! and nothing!lol

Life that fills with smile, love, happiness is great!
All the positive ion like come and fill up the empty jar!haha

I am just full of joy too that I don't know why, it's the grace of God.

and that maybe because I washed away the sadness with my tears before.

Give your best widest smile you have!

I hope you always find a reason to smile, even when you cry. 

Cheers!

oOo, Cia..

Tears is ...Ocidoci

Today, again, I let my tears out, it actually more like bursting out of nowhere. It happened at the church. After listening to the preaching by Priest Thomas , we were singing and in the middle of the song, I felt His presence, I remembered all my problem and I was crying, I let it out and out. I was joyful to cry. I was happy that these tears came out.

After the service finished, I went to sit beside Thasya's seat and I hugged her and cried, again!It's even louder and crazier!I had no idea what's wrong with me. When she asked what is wrong with me I said that I don't know and I don't even know until now why I were crying.

Then, Thasya and I went to the city, we were eating FroYo, Frozen Yogurt, started talking and guess what, I am crying!again!hahaha
It's like tears of happiness or some kind, I think so. I am not sure.
Man, I'm so mushy random and undecided, am I not?==''

I used to think that crying means showing your weakness, that I am strong by not letting these tears fall down. But now, I am okay to cry, It's still sad, but it's relieving at the same time. It even gives you strength. Strength to let go. Strength to move forward. Strength to acknowledge your weakness. Strength to change. Strength to be better.

So please don't afraid to cry! It's absolutely a good thing to smile, no doubt about it, I love to smile and laugh, but in this special post I'll say

"Cry as much as you want, baby!Let it all out! and then lift your head up and make a big massive smile because there is life to live"

It said,
"It needs a strength to hold those tears, but it needs even a greater strength to let it fall"

oOo, Cia..

Eat Pray Love

Finally , after 6 months, I read books again, Well I did read my compulsory novels for literature, but the feeling is just different. haha

Anyway, the book that I am reading is 

Eat Pray Love

and finally, after along time reading it, I finish the book! It's a nice book, after all, it's New York Times Bestseller!haha

Eat Pray Love is a story about a woman, Elizabeth Gilbert who had divorce and huge problem about herself and love and she feel depressed. She met a medicine man in Bali, Indonesia and he predicted that she will come again to Bali and live with him and after bla bli bla then she start to arrange her journey for 1 whole year, start with Italia then India and last but not least Bali. A journey to search the balance between pleasure and devotion. An amazing travelling story of how this wonderful women grow in her life, search and find what she has been seek for her life for long time.

 I learn so many things from this book and there are many cases and parts of her life and personality that are same with me. I can tell you many things from it, but it will be so random and I am just, honestly, too lazy and confused, to type it down. So if you please, just read it. lol

"It's wow."

=)

oOo, Cia..

Quote of the Day

"People hate me, People love me. What can I say? It's life and I don't live to please everybody and neither do you so be who you want to be not others want to see"

oOo, Cia..