I am a Dragon and I am Cute.

This is my most favourite cartoon movie ever!everrrr! hahaha

I have watched it like 3 times now and I still amazed and love it! It's last year movie but I just have the opportunity to share with you guys now.
If you haven't watch it, watch it now!haha

Aa~ I love toothless. He's just so cute!haha
I love how the story line, the messages and the whole thing!
There's nothing wrong with being different from others. If it's who you are, then be it.
Aa~ I wish I had a dragon for pet too lol

oOo, Cia..

After A Hurricane Comes A Raibow

I know it may looks so contradict , but I try not to put it as Tears vs Happiness. Each has their own stories. and this is my happiness story for this moment.

Like our Indonesian mother said, Ibu Kartini, "Habis Gelap Terbitlah Terang" it's like '' After Darkness Comes Light" but it doesn't sound ocidoci, so lets use this term "After A Hurricane Comes A Rainbow" haha.

Source here

As my previous post is about Tears and all me crying stuff this post is full of joy and happiness!

I am truly absolutely really really really happy!!HAHAHA
Aaaaa~~ Smiling and Laughing is good~ God is good! lol

I find new apartments for temporary and it's cheap, if I may say, I can save money for few months.
It's my church friend, Ci Tika, and her friend's apartment, but because her friend will go for good so her room is rented and Thasya and I will share the room. I'll move on Feb 12th. It's in the city and I can't wait to move out!!Yihaa~ I'll miss my home stay family for sure, but we can still meet up sometimes and contact each other. Life goes on and on, right?

and the greatest news of all is I am happy because I will be baptised soon!!Aaa~ Thanks God.

I am so excited! and a liitle bit scared too.

You know when you get baptised your whole body will be fall back to the water then you will be raise again. Nah!the thing is I'm afraid that my bangs will be in half split and the problem is that the whole process would be recorded. Haa~ I can't imagine myself in a video, crying prhaps, wet and my hair is half split!Aa..that's no good!hahaha

I think there are other reason why I am so happy, but honestly... I forgot! hahaha 

The important thing is that I am one happy kid!

I am happy to cry!
I am happy to have a great life that God gives to me.
I am happy to get the best blessing which is to know and have relationship with Him.
I am happy for everything! and nothing!lol

Life that fills with smile, love, happiness is great!
All the positive ion like come and fill up the empty jar!haha

I am just full of joy too that I don't know why, it's the grace of God.

and that maybe because I washed away the sadness with my tears before.

Give your best widest smile you have!

I hope you always find a reason to smile, even when you cry. 

Cheers!

oOo, Cia..

Tears is ...Ocidoci

Today, again, I let my tears out, it actually more like bursting out of nowhere. It happened at the church. After listening to the preaching by Priest Thomas , we were singing and in the middle of the song, I felt His presence, I remembered all my problem and I was crying, I let it out and out. I was joyful to cry. I was happy that these tears came out.

After the service finished, I went to sit beside Thasya's seat and I hugged her and cried, again!It's even louder and crazier!I had no idea what's wrong with me. When she asked what is wrong with me I said that I don't know and I don't even know until now why I were crying.

Then, Thasya and I went to the city, we were eating FroYo, Frozen Yogurt, started talking and guess what, I am crying!again!hahaha
It's like tears of happiness or some kind, I think so. I am not sure.
Man, I'm so mushy random and undecided, am I not?==''

I used to think that crying means showing your weakness, that I am strong by not letting these tears fall down. But now, I am okay to cry, It's still sad, but it's relieving at the same time. It even gives you strength. Strength to let go. Strength to move forward. Strength to acknowledge your weakness. Strength to change. Strength to be better.

So please don't afraid to cry! It's absolutely a good thing to smile, no doubt about it, I love to smile and laugh, but in this special post I'll say

"Cry as much as you want, baby!Let it all out! and then lift your head up and make a big massive smile because there is life to live"

It said,
"It needs a strength to hold those tears, but it needs even a greater strength to let it fall"

oOo, Cia..

Eat Pray Love

Finally , after 6 months, I read books again, Well I did read my compulsory novels for literature, but the feeling is just different. haha

Anyway, the book that I am reading is 

Eat Pray Love

and finally, after along time reading it, I finish the book! It's a nice book, after all, it's New York Times Bestseller!haha

Eat Pray Love is a story about a woman, Elizabeth Gilbert who had divorce and huge problem about herself and love and she feel depressed. She met a medicine man in Bali, Indonesia and he predicted that she will come again to Bali and live with him and after bla bli bla then she start to arrange her journey for 1 whole year, start with Italia then India and last but not least Bali. A journey to search the balance between pleasure and devotion. An amazing travelling story of how this wonderful women grow in her life, search and find what she has been seek for her life for long time.

 I learn so many things from this book and there are many cases and parts of her life and personality that are same with me. I can tell you many things from it, but it will be so random and I am just, honestly, too lazy and confused, to type it down. So if you please, just read it. lol

"It's wow."

=)

oOo, Cia..

Quote of the Day

"People hate me, People love me. What can I say? It's life and I don't live to please everybody and neither do you so be who you want to be not others want to see"

oOo, Cia..

Be Positive Be Happy

First of all, I don't want and I'm not trying to preach or teach or whatever in here, I just want to share. =)

We must have heard all those 'Positive Thinking' 'Be Postive' stuff, and We say "Yes, Be Positive" to ourself and to others. But the question is, Are we really practically practice it in our life?

Only yourself that can answer that question.

You know friends, I don't really know when it started, it's around one and half year ago maybe that I start to have this principle and if you read my blog, you must know that I always say

"Whatever happens, good or bad, there is always something to learn, there is always a good side of it, all we need to do is be positive and thankful for it!  God has prepared the best plan for us too, so have faith!"

It doesn't mean that we can't complain, we can't be sad or dissapointed or angry and everything, I myself sometimes complain, sad, dissapointed, and angry too when things don't go well. Feel free to have feelings, my friends, because those feelings that make us humans.

 What I am trying to say is that don't let those negative feelings control and overpower yourself, we may feel sad, but then rise, take the lesson of it and move forward.

It doesn't mean too that when you become positive, your life will be change 180º and everything will be beautiful..No!hahaha. But it will help your self, your thought, your feelings and your life so much better that you don't even realise it, trust me. =)

Maybe It's hard for some people, but you just gotta try and do your best, I believe, if you work hard and have determination in you heart, there is always a way out.

"When all the doors are closed, there must be an opened window, somewhere."

I hope it helps. Sorry if there's anything wrong. All the best!

Remember, Stay Positive!haha

oOo, Cia..

Burlesque

Watched Burlesque few days ago and It's marvelous!

It's recommended. Cast by Cher and Christina Aguilera.

A small-town girl, Ali, ventures to Los Angeles to be a singer, but then find herself in a place called Burlesque, a lounge that is owned by Tess, a retired dancer. She falls in love in it and wants to be on the stage. No body knows that she has a talent 'til they hear her voice and Taddaaa~ haha

Just watch it, guys!lol

Trailer..

One of my favorite clips..

I love when they do the snapping things!

Enjoy, "Express".

My most favorite is "Show Me How To Burleque",  I want to show the video, but I couldn't find it and besides I don't want to spoil the best just like that which means you have to watch it!Haha

I guarantee you will like it, well at least you won't feel that your money is wasted haha..

It's classic. It's entertaining. It's Burlesque!

It takes a LEGEND... to make a STAR!

oOo, Cia..

Quote of the Day

"Care for your own is good, but care for others is even better"

"If we can say #prayforindonesia, than we can say #prayforaustralia"

oOo, Cia..

We Need Your Help

You may know about the flood crisis that is happening in Australia right now.

It's crazy. It's massive and It's sad.

Until the time I write this post, there are about

25 dead, 61 missing, 70,000+ houses without power, 200,000 people and businesses to be affected.

and there is this 13 years old boy, Jordan Rice, who died because he saved his younger brother instead of his own life in Queensland Floods. You are one true hero, kid. R.I.P.

I found a video, showing the condition of Queensland right now. It's crazy.

Please lend your hand, it's not a matter of the amount of donation you give. =)

Queensland Floods

I #prayforaustralia.

Rest in Peace for who those died, and for the people who are still missing , that they are safe wherever they are and will be found soon. Hope that this crisis will end soon. Pray for the best. Amen.

oOo, Cia

The Book of Eli

The Book of Eli

Just finished watching it and I, personally, highly recommended.

 It's post-apocalypse tale, where a man named Eli fight his way and life across America to the west in order to protect a book that hold secret to save humankind.

and the ending, brilliant!
I really want to tell you whole story, but You don't want me to ruin it for you right?So just watch it!haha..
One epic movie!
It's one of my favorite movies now and Ohhh~, I just still can't believe it when I remember the story!
Awesome!

 "We walk by faith, not by sight."
( 2 Corinthians 5 : 7 )

oOo, Cia..

#nowplaying

Time for Ke$ha!

I got into this song when I really watched and listened to it on X-Factor Australia. But then I got into it again few days ago and so here it is #nowplaying haha.

I really like it the perfomance and it's just all packed up, like it's great!

"A good artist is a good performer."

Without any due, I give it to you.. Ke$ha! Enjoy..

The Official Video, I wonder if she really done it, you know fall off from the roof.

It would be so cool!

We R Who We R - Ke$ha
Hot and Dangerous

If you're one of us, the roll with us

‘Cause we make the hipsters fall in love

And we’ve got hot-pants on and up

And yes of course we does we’re running this town just like a club

And no, you don’t wanna mess with us

Got Jesus on my necklace

I’ve got that glitter on my eyes

Stockings ripped all up the side

Looking sick and sexy-fied

So let’s go-o-o (Let’s go!)

CHORUS:

Tonight we’re going hard

Just like the world is ours

We’re tearin’ it apart

You know we’re superstars

We R who we R!

We’re dancing like we’re dumb

Our bodies go numb

We’ll be forever young

You know we’re superstars

We R who we R!

DJ turn it up

It’s about damn time to live it up

I’m so sick of being so serious

It’s making my brain delirious!

I’m just talkin’ truth

I’m telling you ’bout the s— we do

We’re sellin’ our clothes, sleepin’ in cars

Dressin’ it down, hittin’ on dudes (HARD!)

I’ve got that glitter on my eyes

Stockings ripped all up the side

Looking sick and sexy-fied

So let’s go-o-o (Let’s go!)

[CHORUS]

DJ turn it up

DJ turn it up

DJ turn it up

DJ turn it up

Tonight we’re going hard

Just like the world is ours

We’re tearin’ it apart

You know we’re superstars

We R who we R!

We’re dancing like we’re dumb

Our bodies go numb

We’ll be forever young

You know we’re superstars

We R who we R!

OW!

Yihaaa~

oOo, Cia..

Love is in the Air

You won't believe it but after 6 months. 6 months I've been here and this is the first time I skype with my family, well my mom and my little bro, Brian Kwako Botak Tik Tak Imut-imut Sedunia. I had skyped with my older brother, Jepe, but still I WAS SO EXCITED!!haha It just feel like home. Haa~ ..You just gotta wait anoteher 5 months, cia. Only 5 months. Aaaaa~ I can't wait!!Hahaha 

See those happy and smiley faces. Don't you just love them? 

You know there's this feeling when you see the people you love feel happy?I love it. It give me butterflies in my stomach, a different one than usual. Lol

Can't you feel the lovee~..

"Thanks God for a wonderful family that I have. It's not perfect, but that a family is, so we may fill the hollow with love and be perfect for each other. I love them. Thank You, Lord."

See you people in 5 months!!Muachh Muachh!lol

oOo, Cia..

My name is Fockers, Gay Fockers.

Finally after 6 days. 6 days! I step my foot out of this house and breath the HOT (not really) fresh air of Melbourne. I start my year with Little Fockers movie. It was okay. not bad but not that good. I think the previous two are better. I don't know. It's only a piece of my thought.

Anyway, so the first is Meet the Parents

This is when Greg Fockers or Gaylord Fockers haha, played by Ben Stiller, meet his girlfriend's parents, but her father, jack played by Robert de Niro is so suspicious and always watching his eyes on Greg.

 Then came the second one, Meet the Fockers

So they got married and now it's time to meet the in-laws, The Fockers. 

and the tendency between Greg and Jack is still on.

"I am watching you~". 

and the one just came out is Little Fockers

As the tittle show you, in this movie, they got kids, twins, they have the upcoming birthday party so everyone is coming to town. But things are a little bit complicated and Jack, as always, is suspicious with Greg 'cause he thinks that Greg has an affair with other women, Andy, played by Jessica Alba.

So the tendency is still on. and let's say things get going pretty well at the end haha..

oOo, Cia..

#nowplaying

It's a piece of geniuses!

The melody, the violin, the video, the idea, lyrics is great. and it's Katy Perry!!hahaha

Enjoy..

Fireworks - Katy Perry

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Aaahh~ 

oOo, Cia..

Que Sera - Sera

"Que Sera - Sera , Whatever will be , will be."
I am quite a "Que Sera - sera" person, in some cases.
For example, If I want to do bungee jumping, parajumping, all those FUN CRAZY activities haha maybe I shouldn't think too much. I mean, come on, enjoy your life. Rocks it! This kind of experience, it maybe once a lifetime. If that is what's going to happen, than be it. Life is (all) about taking risk haha..
 On the other hand, say I am doing my assignment, and because I am tired and lazy, I say "I don't want to know anymore, whatever happen, happen." That doesn't sound right...right? haha

Perhaps I don't give a good example hahaha but,
The point that I am trying to say is I guess One word doesn't always apply to all. =)

and oh, Que sera - sera isn't apathetic, passive, skeptic attitude. I mean , you gotta see from different and better perception. If you see it that way or you do it that way, you need some direction, mister/tress haha.

oOo, Cia..

Jump for Your Life!

I AM CRAZY FOR BUNGEE JUMPING! LOL

I want to do it again!!!

Here are some CRAZY places to do Bungee Jumping!!Wohooo~!

Royal George Suspension Bridge, USA (  1053 ft / 321m )

Macau Tower, China ( 764 ft / 233m )

Bloukrans Bridge, South Africa ( 710 ft / 216m )

I AM CRAZY EXCITEDD!!Wohoo~!

I hope I can do it again!Amen..

But before I am 30, because honestly I don't know if I still have any guts to do Bungee again haha..

When I see the my own photos, I felt limp! and I asked my self

HOW ON EARTH YOU DID IT, CIA?!!

Lol

I did my Bungee Jumping for the first time in Queenstown, New Zealand.

Kawarau Bridge Bungee! It was AWESOME!haha

Morning about 9 am, Ready as soldier! Waiting for open.

Get ready! Say cheerss~

"One more There", said the cute 'bule' guy. I think his name is David, not sure. hahaha

and GO!!

Oh yeahhh~

Wohoooo!!haha

Peace is still on!

Swing~ Swing~

and Done!

hahaha

Actually, I wanted to get fully dunked, but then it's too cold, so I wanted only my head, but they couldn't guarantee because I was the first person on that day so they weren't sure sure about the length of the rope and other technical stuff. haha Anyway, it's still AWESOME!!Lol

Let me tell you my friends, If you don't do Bungee, you haven't really feel how life is!haha

Check it out AJ Hackett Bungy ! =)

oOo, Cia...

Just asking...

I know, it is new year, should be full of happiness and joy. But it just comes, again, to my mind..

Have you ever thought that you are useless and damn bad.................. and you want to die?

Just asking, cheers! =)

oOo, Cia..

Meet Him

Maybe this sounds crazy but,
I want to meet God, yes that God.

It doesn't mean I want to die, or dying or be in coma, I still want to live a healthy and happily life that is given by Him and meet Him. 

I don't know why but last night I was lying on bed at my friend's house, Thasya. We were watching fireworks from my other friend's house, Avikal with some other friends from church. It was a good night.

Anyway,  then I just think about it, I completely want to meet Him, may be I'll ask questions, have a chat with Him like father and daughter, or maybe I'll be speechless and amazed by His presence haha

I don't know what I am going to say or ask or anything else but what I know is that Yes, I really really want to meet Him, it's not that I believe wheter he exists or not because He has put his works in my life or maybe it's the reason. You know what they say,
If you don't see it, you don't believe it.
I have to say that I disagree with that statement because consciously or not, you do believe what you don't see, like the simple thing is your heartbeat and all 'how your organs work inside your body' stuff.
 I don't know for real. Sorry for those confusing and undecided argument. My mind is going crazy haha..

The point of what I want to say is I want and would love to meet God, somehow. =)

oOo, Cia..

First of the First

Helloo worldd~

This is my first post on the first day in the first month of this well it's not first year haha, new year.

Hows you first day so far?

I was staying home, playing music, cooking, writing and I've spent 10 hours watching Two and Half Men.

Nice start hah?!hahaha

Oh, Two and Half Men is an American Tv series. 

It's hilarious!!ROFL!

and yah, I drew this and I just want to say, again, Happy New Year World!!lol

oOo, Cia..